I got her as a gift 13 years ago from a former boyfriend. She was so ugly that it made her cute. Her body was brown, tail was striped, under her belly and neck was white, and her head was black and bigger then the rest of her body. Hence the name Little Bit cause she was a little bit of everything as far as coloring. Later on she kept the white but the rest of her turned all black. Oh how I loved this cat.
I use to dance in my room and she would be under my feet dancing along with me. We use to play tag where I would tell her "I'm gonna get you!", and she would run and I would run after her. Then we would stop I would turn around and she would chase me. This cat was my shadow. Everywhere I went (even the bathroom) she would follow. Even in the van to pick up the kiddos she would accompany me.
Sadly this past April I lost her to a kidney infection and I have missed her so. Her death has affected me more then I could imagine. I lost pets in the past and has a kid but nothing has felt like this. I'm a lost witch without her. So what does a witch do without her familiar????? Can anyone help me cope with this loss??? My husband and kids got me a kitten about a month later and I just don't have the same bond or really want the bond with this new kitty. He is not my familiar I can feel it. He's a cute kitten but not for me. I miss my Little Bit and feel so sad without her. I think I'm taking it too hard or am I? I just want her back but I know that is not an option.
I guess I just wanted to vent a bit about this cause it's been on my mind for some time now. But if anyone reads this can you give me suggestions. My magic, my spirit, my personality, my life is just not the same since her death.
Little Bit Montoya R.I.P
July 1997-April 2011
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