Blurb blogging....

Yeah I guess I'm not much of a long blogger. Seems to be more like little blurbs, lol. Well I guess I just needed a place to vent and or complain. I think one day I may make this to a wiccan/pagan information center type blog. But for now it is what it is and that's not much, hahahahaaa.....

I'm finding it hard lately to be clear headed and spiritual. I use to be so good at it when I worked for a chiropractor. It was a good place to be. Very holistic, I was getting adjustments, massages, acupuncture and doing tai chi. I'm trying to go along those things now. I'm doing Zumba classes, yoga classes and still try to get a massage and chiropractic care at least once a month. But it's just not working out. I have no clue what's wrong with me and my brain and my body. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....I totally hate feeling like this. Maybe the stresses of everyday life is just catching up with me and actually just beating me down and I'm having trouble getting up.

Well wish me luck on getting my head on straight.

Yeah this month sucked!

So far for 2011 the year has sucked for my fellow friends, family and co-workers. Now in March it's my turn for it to suck ass!!!! First everyone in my family gets sick. Then my familiar my precious kitty cat of 13 years got very sick and we had to put her down, my van had to get worked on the pump went out. My mom fell down because she passed out stayed in the hospital for over two days and the docs send her home with no clue on what or why that happened. Then I finally get back to work after the chaos of my mom and get written up for not correcting a report that was due on the 23rd when I was told I had till the 1st. The really pissed me off cause I have worked above and beyond the call of duty just to get shit on???!!!!!! Ughhhhhh......I'm just so f***** mad right now. It's times like this I find it so hard to be spiritual and kind and practice the craft. I really need some mind clearing of some sort. Guess I shall do some yoga in the morning. There's my rant.

I signed up might as well use it.....

So I guess the purpose of signing up for this site is to vent or chitter chatter. Seems I have a million things going threw my head and no one to talk to about it. I have many issues with work but cant vent on my facebook because my boss and co workers are on there. Can't vent about my boyfriend cause of course he will read about it. Cant vent about my friends because they are on there as well, lol. I know why do I have all these people around me and connected with me if I have problems or issues with them? Don't get me wrong I love all these people I just want to smack them around every once in a while. So yeah this is my opener to this blog thing. I shall continue this later.............